you might have noticed that lately my blog posts have been jumbled and that my heart hasn't been in them. well, see, my blog has become more of an excuse to get online and mess around. and, the closer i draw to God, the more my blog gets pushed off to the side. i've tried to make this blog about my spiritual walk, but it hasn't worked. so, after much prayer and consideration, i have decided to close this blog. i may be back sometime in the future, but for now i will say goodbye. before for i do that i would like to thank you, my friend and followers, for standing by me through my jumbled thoughts, trying to find out why i blog, and for just following me in the first place. thanks for everything. goodbye!